guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh. work.

I am so siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick of woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooork

Buying new things like clothes and painting my nails definitely helps me feel better about everything.

We are just in limbo right now and I hate this imbalance. I don't think I can stand this for much longer. 

I feel so sad.

So incredibly sad. I want to shut the whole world out and just cry myself to sleep. I Mean, that sounds really boring yeah but... faking a smile and talking about nothing just makes me feel even more like hiding and empty inside. sigh- this is just the start.

It's been such a crappy week for me.

Relationship crap- I don't even feel like explaining. I am just about done with that right now.

Work crap- I'm stressing out so bad that I'm breaking out all over

Home crap- My sister is going through a break up with her ex and he still lives with us, so it's just such a tense environment.

Sigh- I really hope things will resolve themselves. Oh well, at least I've been making more friends at work..one in particular. Her and I have hung out a couple of times and we have really hit it off. So I finally have someone else other than Mike to talk to.

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.