I have tons and tons of clothes

I'm going to grow up later on and realize that I've wasted so oo much money lmao. Jk. Ever since I"ve worked in retail though, it's hard not to look at other girls' amazing fashion sense for visual inspiration and not be like "WOW I NEED NEW STUFF RIGHT NOW". It's really helped me though I think, with my job and all. I mean now I can dress people up no problem and anazlyze other girls' body issues and tell them what kind of clothes they should buy based on their body types. idk it's kind of cool I think. But I could be getting paid way more to give this kind of advice
So I might make it my goal to do so, we'll see. It would be nice to make 60% commision or something for being somewhat of a fashion expert.

Anyways, life has been kind of cool these past couple of days. I haven't really felt all that dull this week. Probably because Mike and I are planning a trip to go camping on the beach. This will be my first ever vacation with a guy and I'm really excited. Not just to be with a guy but with Mike I feel like we kind of have this connection to where we dont' have to talk about pointless crap all the time in order to pass the time. I feel like everytime I go on vacation with family or friends, we always end up talking through the moments. I get tired of using my voice all the time to say pointless shit. And Mike and I are really getting to know each other. Like the other day he was making dinner and there was just this great silence between us. I still don't wanna end up like one of those couples though that just don't say anything at all. There's so much that each and every one of us has to say, and sometimes it's worth it to open our mouths and sometimes it's not. How can you go living with a person though, that you absolutely never say what you would like to say? I feel as if older couples go through their relationships almost as if they are living on opposite ends of a glass wall. Never being able to express their emotions properly. It's as if they are caged in and cannot break free. That is a waste, imo. Even though silences are great, going through your entire life never saying a word to the person you care about is torture.

However...I really don't know what goes on through those people's heads, so I can't say for sure. Based on my assumptions though, they look soo boring! I guess I'll never know until I'm 50 or whatever.

Anyways,

I'm volunteering at First Friday tonight. Hopefully after this I'll have the confidence to do more volunteering opportunities. Yay!