Jeez it's been such a long time since I've written much.

Welp, moving out here definitely changed a few things about me. Er at least my schedule is absolutely different from before. I'm not doing all that much, I hang out with people here and there but lately I've been less and less excited to be around others. I'm not sure what's going on with me. It's like I'm bored of everything. I hate feeling like that though. In my opinion when people say shit like that it makes me think that they're really shallow and annoyingly empty. God maybe I am like that though. I think that's my greatest fear. Thinking I could be like the most un-ideal person ever.
Anyway, I wish I could talk more about even more personal things but real people that know me read this blog and i just don't feel like spilling myself all over the place.
whatever.

OH MY GOSH
i'm gonna re do this blog cause I wanna make it really cool but also personal ish so as of now it's under construction when I get back home from work today