Waking up is hard sometimes

and today for no no no reason at all I woke up feeling poopy. I better not be at it again. I wish it weren't women who are known to want to talk about their feelings a lot. It makes me feel like I should just shut up and not say anything at all or just keep everything inside. But then I realize that I just can't do that and I'm like "well I guess it's cause I really am a woman" and then I hate myself. Blah blah blah stupid words. I need to try and get rid of all this bad energy. Startiiiinggg now as I commence the whole musics of Kings of Convenience.