I'm being tested to the very highest degree at this point.
I must stay true to myself and concentrate.
I can't make a wrong move otherwise I'll shun myself for life.

Everything will be okay.
Caffeine makes everything more complicated. And shakey.

Also, if you think reading my blog posts will help you get to know me more then you are right but very sad. Very sad that you can't just talk to me about these issues directly rather than thinking that reading my posts is enough.