Something that's been on my mind lately:

I love you so much.
I don't ever want to do something that would forever ruin our connection.
I feel like I'm fucking up, though, and I'm really scared.
When that side of me comes out crying, I can't just shut it up. It's so hard.
I hope you'll bear with me until I figure out a way to finally get rid of this side of me.
You're the greatest person I've ever met and I don't want to lose you.
I love you so much. 

This is very generic of me to say, but I don't care. I've never actually felt this way towards someone before. I've never tried to get rid of my tendencies the right way. I feel like life just keeps getting more real now that I'm with you. I love it, but there's just other things from before that won't leave me alone.
I just want to be stronger and I know I can be like that some day. Don't give up on me. I don't think you have, but still.