EEEK!! Just thinking about it now put me in a better mood.
I already have several movies that are basically like "we can only watch this together within zero feet of each other and without virtual help"
They're mostly like romantic ones but with really good stories. I think he'll enjoy them.
Ah, we're gonna play so many games and ...sleep together and cuddle together every night.
Maybe have sex ..like 1 time and that's it.
But I'll give him like 1.5 X 10 ^10 blowjobs.I mean I wanna have lots and lots of sex but I think there's a lot of limitations
gRARAGHRArh!!@
I wanna have sex with him RIGHT now.
...
Anyways. Enough about my stupid sex drive.
Other than that, the beginning of this week has started out well.
I've started automatically asking myself when I problem arises,
"Are you gonna let this problem consume you?? Go ahead, let it consume your whole self, just get really really worked up about it"
And I sort of like work myself up like this, and tease myself and get really agitated with myself to the point that I'm just like "wow my problems and all my worries are pointless and there's no use in me getting worked up"
So in a way...idk, is that like using reverse psychology on myself? I think it is. I'm stupid enough to fall for it lol.
Wow, anyways....so yeah that and I'm off the drugs now (tumblr jk who the fuck calsl that shit a drug)??
So I'm gonna think of much more productive things to do with my time..like HOMEWORK! or MASTURBATION.
God I start my period in several days, so I have to masturbate and get my fill as much before that happens. I'm not addicted I just really enjoy laying down and cumming.
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