Saturday, March 30, 2013

a really depressing post after not posting for a while

I've got this sick feeling in  my stomach that won't go away.
It's been there since last night.
I cried a little and I almost hoped someone would hear me and just come by and hug me.
Those hopes are pretty useless, nobody ever really comes by.

And see that's just it, my feeling sorry for myself has just become something to blame others for.
And I hate it but I don't know what to do about it.
I have this pathetic face on right now. I'm so disappointed in myself that I've let it go this far.
But I still don't know what to do. I'm just sitting here with pains in my stomach. About to cry again. Hoping that person will still come.

Just please say something for once that doesn't leave a decision to made up by me. 

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