It's been forever since I've even felt like writing anything. Mostly because when I'm going through stuff I usually just don't have the energy to even express myself.

Each day has its ups and downs. I don't always feel positive (like I've been striving to be) but in the end I usually just try my best to look forward to each day.

But today is Valentines day!! and even though Bryce and I ...can't really celebrate it..I guess we're like whatever you know what i don't even know but it's valentines so yeah.

HOPEFULLY though I can drive to Las Vegas to see him IF I get money this weekend. I'm soooo excited I really hope I'm able to do it.

IN OTHER NEWS this is what's been happening to me lately:

-I've already skipped two classes (I'm such a bad girl mraw)
-I got a new phone!
-Getting my new phone made me broke!
-I filed my taxes
-I've been drinking coffee in the early evenings instead of morning now
- oh yeah, and I got an interview at this fast food place I applied at so my horror days at work MIGHT be over.

Yeah, so not a lot, but I've noticed more and more viewers have been going on my page whaat am I pops (poopular)???