Needless to say it was so much fun. I feel so happy with him..especially being next to him and kissing him.
It's funny because my boss (whom I really dislike) was able to make this happen for me. So it's just really weird because I'm grateful but at the same time I still dislike her because she's the worst boss ever and she still tries to be my friend only when it's convenient for her, but then is able to disown me as her employee when it's also convenient.
And I was hit hard with the two forms of treatment when I went back to work yesterday. That lady isn't ever gonna be happy and I feel like as long as I work for her I'm just gonna worry about doing my best (even though she doesn't deserve my best) no matter what.
So I'm just kind of stressed about that and I really want to leave that place already. I'm sure any other new job will be just as bad at some point, but at least it won't be with a person that tries to be my friend while yelling at me for stupid shit.
Also, Bryce's parents are offering me to stay with them...and idk I really want to do it but I'm also just kind of confused about what I'm going to do with my schooling now. So everything is really up in the air.
But if I got the opportunity, I would love to live with him and go to school and work. That would make my life so much better. I think I would really branch out (as a person) cause I wouldn't be so afraid of what my mom would think.
Yeah. my life is just sort of "blah" at the moment. But this weekend definitely made up for it. Even though I'm suffering like always from being away from Bryce. Gah he's just so cute idk what to do with myself. I need to start my day already
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