It's been such a long day.
It's not even that anything is wrong or that anything in particular bothers me.
Well actually I can't say that.
There IS something wrong.
I HATE my job. And the fact that I have a day off today only preps me for another day that I'm gonna hate. In turn I end up getting so worked up over what I'm gonna do on my day off.
I stress out because I never feel like I'm doing enough to get more out of my day.
What I despise even more is that before I even think about applying for a new job I'm filled with doubts.
Like,
-what if I can't find another job that will be as flexible with my school schedule
-what if the new job I find won't pay me as much as I receive with my new promotion
And honestly those are the only things that stop me. I'd love to have a new job with new people that don't know me as well and DON'T treat me like a piece of shit (like my boss)
But then at the same time, I'm even conflicted with that thought as well.
I don't even have it all that bad.
Some people have even worse jobs and are treated even worse. At least at my job there's a 50% chance my supervisor won't walk in and yell at me for no reason.
Ugh idk I'm really debating a lot of things. I don't know whether to just suck it up
or to confront my supervisor and tell her to stop being a bitch in the most serious way possible.
Or to just leave the place. I actually really like what I do. It's a lot of fun handling cash and doing paperwork and running around at the same time. I just really hate the way I'm treated half the time.

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